It was quite confusing earlier as I forgot that day 50 was a monday.
I want my life to start.
I want to go to 6th form.
I want to know how much I mean to Oli
I want to know if my friends care for me.
I want to change myself,
I want to change the people around me.
I want to get closer to the best people,
And know who the worst are.
I want to go to Spain or France and do what I want to most,
I want to ride in the places that so many dream of,
Then I want to come back home and teach.
I want to know what the future holds and if what I want will happen,
I want to know how long Oli and I have left.
I want to know what will happen to me if I go to Lewes,
I want to know if I will make the right choices.
I want, I want, I want.
Why not just be happy with what we've got for a change?
Cause come on, you know you're the same.