Swam 30 lengths before breakfast and 10 after return from Dublin. Spent most of day in Dublin, talking to Mark and sometimes slagging off the meal, which wasn't brilliant...but mine was nice so I spent most of the time sitting and humming. Mark told me I shouldn't stop photograhy...whether I take it as an A-level or not, if I keep taking photos and build up a portfolio then I cold probably get on courses. It's passion people look for. Sunday:
Homey homey home. <3
Although it's been a great time, I can't say I'm sad...because that would be lying. It's just nice to be home because I like home. Went straight upstairs to computer, for a while, then to bed. Lovely =)
I did the spring concert today and it was vair uninteresting.
I was meant to sing middle section on Anamanakule or whatever it is, but ended up singing top because i managed to get to the end of the line accidentally. Oops.
Felt photo relevant because not only did I do the Spring concert (it feels like ages ago now that it's ten to twelve..), but I also did a LOT of my music...which is actually almost good. Ish. A start none the less. =))
I think I will miss you.
All of you.
i will not miss tomorrow except that I talk to Jack a lot on Fridays and that's always fun...but I'd be with Jacob and Simon alone in PE. I can think of better pass-times.
I think I'll mostly miss Kati, Oli and Jack...because they're cool and I have genius timeses with them. (plus the obvious bit with Oli of, yknow, i love him. I love the others too, just in Rather different ways.)
Lovelovelove to allallall. (i'm in one of those moods.) xxx
These two days have been combined because I'm cool. The explanation is exactly what i said to Jack about these days because it just shortens the time it takes to write this blog.
Geddit? Godit? Good.
Well, Friday was cool - went to pub with Oli and his parentals, then back to mine and had a curry and watched Life of Brian, then straight to bed cos i almost fell aslep in the best bit of the film (where they're singing Always Look on the Bright Side of Life whilst being crucified).
Today, Oli left about half 11 or something, so i went to town with my mum around then. Bought a present for Carolina (which was very very funny because my mum was being so..tehe) and Millie (which is just cool) and clothes for me cox...i'm speshul ^,^
Then met Pod in town and went food shopping (crazy days) and that took AGES.
Er yeah. My feet hurt a lot my the end of that.
Then got in, started cooking for tomorrow, came online, continued cooking, and now am here.
AND I SAW KATI WHICH WAS WONDERFUL BECAUSE I LOVE HER!
No really, I do, not just cos she commented angrily, but because she is my skeletal moth and I scared her and I cant remember how. Yay!
I used a schooling whip because I wanted to work him rounder and softer, into playing and fighting me less, because that's always good. I started using a few trotting poles, teaching him to listen to me because the odds are he can clear it better when he does.
When it got to top hole, he flew...over the wing. So Ray put a cone in the way and I beat him into it and he flew the jump. I did that again without the cone and he was just awesomes. Seriously.
1) I got to eat biscuits and talk to a really cool person in French during the lesson, and that's even better because when Mark got back from his go he complained that we'd eaten all the chocolate biscuits. Hahaha.
2) I had several brilliant conversations, and a brilliant time with Oli. Yay =)
That's me, in the mirror, on the way back from a photoshoot of a Very uninteresting sunrise at 6:30am.
It's now 7:30 and I can't sleep, so I'm going to be nice and lazy until it's time to go riding. After that, I'm meeting Joe Bardy for photos and Graham after him...then Millie after that. That should be good times!
I wish I was someone else. I wish I wasn't a push-over and easily manipulated. I wish I had the guts to let someone feel bad and not have to apologise. I wish I stayed friends with the worth-while people. I wish people wouldn't try to get one up on me all the time, in every way possible. I wish I had more people like the people I regard as my best friends. I wish I wouldn't forgive so easily. I wish I could stand up for myself once in a while without getting worried. I wish I wasn't so fucking nice.
Productive day, and I like the shade of blue that my top is.
Remembered to go to my singing lesson, which was good fun. There was maths after school which i did with Fi, Jack and "Brad", as Lindfield calls him.
Then Jack and I hung around for a while before my music, looking at places where I could take my photo of Kati and Mike, which I'm really looking forwards to. With a bit of luck it'll be done on Saturday, which would be genius...
When Jack went I called Mike and made him come to hove park to re-take the photos I only took on his phone. I got 2 good ones, which isn't bad cos I only took about 10 in total.
The best ones and the 2nd best (3rd best? wh'ever) are all on here, though that's probably the most pointless link ever cos only Kati reads this haha.
Anyway. Music was ok because I was doing the kinda thing I actually wanted to, and was in the right mood to get stuff done. I wasted about half an hour going through my phone, though, and being told that I fancy Mike, which pissed me off a Lot. i mean seriously - if I fancied him for so long wouldn't I do something about it? Urgh. I strongly dislike who told me that sometimes. Maybe I should act all off with her tomorrow. Not that she'd notice or care. Aah fuck it, I'll go off with Jack. He's cool.
Summed up the day with lots and lots of art...just nothing that I'm actually meant to do. Oops. I hope I don't get a detention - I don't wanna break my record of none!