I wish I was someone else. I wish I wasn't a push-over and easily manipulated. I wish I had the guts to let someone feel bad and not have to apologise. I wish I stayed friends with the worth-while people. I wish people wouldn't try to get one up on me all the time, in every way possible. I wish I had more people like the people I regard as my best friends. I wish I wouldn't forgive so easily. I wish I could stand up for myself once in a while without getting worried. I wish I wasn't so fucking nice.
I wish I wish I wish.
I'll never make it happen.