Photo twenty

I've done nothing for a few days, and it's really annoying. I'm not using up the energy that I produce and it's driving me round the bend. I want to go and do stuff but I don't have anything to do, anywhere to go, or anyone to do it with. All my friends want to do is go out and get pissed; no one seems to be up for chilling out, swimming, going somewhere. A little exploration.

I miss my Viking, he would usually have cheered me up by now.

I need to do something. Aaaah.

I would go riding but there's not really much point, because Ray doesn't teach me anything and the horses at Hamsey aren't that amazing at the moment; they're not what I want, because I want fun and fizz and bouncing, which they don't really do. Goddamn. Damn damn damn.