It's fucking SNOWING!!!

Yesterday was AMAZING and when we got out it was snowing, and by the time I went to sleep I couldn't see out of my window cause of the snow!! FUCKING LOVE IT!!!!!

Now, where the fuck's my camera???

Exciting times.

Yesterday

Broke up with Connor which was easy enough. He was about to explain why but didn't - tbh I don't mind. We weren't that close.

Wore santa hats then Kat took mine off because Christmas is "too far away"...10 days isn't bad!!

Organished tomorrow (now today) and Thursday (now tomorrow)

Found out Skah doesn't like me and apparently never has.

Got depressed.

Decided: "fuck her". If she's going to just announce that behind my back then she can just piss off. So there we go. At least I have Millie...she's more important tbh.

Listened to Jack The Ripper (i love that song. and it doesn't physically hurt to hear now =))

Listened to Sound The Bugle

Went to sleep.

Today

I've done very little but I'm very excited!

It's a short day

Then walking to the yard

Seeing Aliceee

Going home

Meeting Tronboiiii

Dressing as a slut

Wearing something more decent over the top

Probably meeting Millie and Alex and maybe Aaron

Going to burger king

Going to Mr Fawcett's memorial for a bit

Leaving and being down until I meet Amy, Charli, Zoe, Lucy, Alec and George

Going to "Freshmas"!

Coming home

Sleeping

A lot

=D!!!!

Tomorrow

PARAMOREEEEEEEEEEEEE

Day 7 of the week

I had such a good day.

I had coffee and I liked it.

I went after the coffee gathering to Lewes with Simon and a few other exchange students, which was really good and involved finding SUCH a cute tea room!

Then in French we did basically nothing but we did use pens and paper and it was cool.

I showed Alice how to develop in the free, then we met Charli and went into the canteen...

At lunch Phil and I had the BEST hug EVER :: we were at opposite sides of the canteen and saw each other and both got up and started running towards each other then did a big leapy hug and he span me round. It was so so so funny. He litterally rofl-ed XDD

Then Spanish was awesome: me, Karim and Jessica wrote a play about cheating on people and finding out and reactions. VALE TÍO!!! (yo dude ;])

Then me, Simon, Alice and Clémont went to Brighton and had coffee in Starbucks. I am officially 'into' coffee. I would say addicted but well I'm not. Yet. :P

Then Alice and I came home and had a lovely time and now here I am still buzzing from that fucking awesome hug. It was doubtlessly the highspot of the day.

<3

Photo to follow - Alice wants the computer.

Day six of the week which will actually be 8 days long.

Photography today was good because all I did was edit George's head coming out of a horse's butt and laugh very very hard when james edited the head of a woman (from a previous in-joke) onto a cherry. It was daaamn funny. French was kinda crap because we had Suzy and she's kinda crap, but I did learn that someone or other did something or other with testosterone in the 2007 tour de france. Exciting stuff ey?! I then went with Charli to reception where I found Connor, gave Charli a hug then went to Connor's. It was goood times, he makes me laugh a lot and we had pizza with cheese in the crust. Crazy days or what!

We then walked around Newhaven for a bit, bought some cookies, then I caught the 5.30 train homes. I was home for an hour and a half or so before Dad and I went to get Alice from Lewes as she'd been to London to watch Oliver! the musical.

I had an early night cause I was really fucking tired, which is why this is late to be updated.

=)

Day 5 of the week

Today Cay was a bitch

Today I got angry

Today I found something out which relaxed me

Today I went to Picasso's and spent about 2 hours laughing.

Today I went to Eastbourne for the first time (i think)

Today I thanked Kati for being the best friend I could hope for.

And thus, overall, a "rollercoaster" day... but I liked it. Except for Cay.

Day 4 of the week.

Today wasn't that great but it ended awesomely!

Cause after college which was eh and long, I went with Charli to the station. I didn't get to see Connor for more than like 2 minutes in the library, but Alec gave me hugs and Charli was charli and I spent time with Amy who's a baaaabe. I then went to Costa and got a hot chocolate with marshmallows and sat on the bridge overlooking the river drinking and eating and camerawhoring. Then I went to college and met Phil and Simon and omg it was awesome. We played it and had races (lift vs. stairs. Stairs always win.) and they made me laugh my arse off, srsly.

Alice eventually came back so Simon met Clémont and I met Alice then we went our seperate ways and I realised something. I am finally actaully happy. Not happy with what I think is coming, and not happy with what is coming. But happy with NOW, the time it's most important to be happy with. So that, my darlings, is really fucking good.

Thanks to that realisation along with Simon and Phil (who are SUCH a cute couple by the way) made my day goooood. =D!

Day 3 of the week

Today was similar to the one before but in a less so type way. Alice and I did the 2 hour ride which was really good -there weren't many people and it went really quickly. Alice liked the views which was very good. After, we had a big lunch before I did a bit of homework, Alice made Crème Brulée and then we went to town to pick up a lamp which Alice bought for her brother the day before. We then went straight to the pier where we met Simon, Ellie and Millie along with Simon and Ellie's exchange partners, both of whom Alice knew (they were Marine (?) and Clermont - they were both really nice.) We raved it up in the haunted house, acting scared for no reason, then went on the waltzers which were FUCKING AWESOME. Then because the haunted house was so shite we all got free goes on the dodgems!! It was amazing dude. We ignored the "plod around in a circle" rule and the guy running it didn't bother trying to correct us. Good times. Then Alice, Millie and I left and met Connor at the station with awesome timing because he was just coming out when we arrived. We all went home and sat around talking which was awesome but I was really worried that we were excluding Alice... I didn't know what to say to change it. We had a big dinner (Me, Millie, Connor, Alice, Pod, Mum and Dave) then played Rummikub til Millie had to go home. I thought that Connor's train was at 10 past 10 so I left to walk him there, after getting pissed off by my mum saying that Pod and me being out after dark was 'different' due to our genders. Ridicularse.

So we walked up Crocodile Walk, said bye to Millie, then went to the station. I got him in trouble because his train was actually a replacement bus and at 20 to 11. Shit.

However, spending that time with him was rather agreeable. Dave and Mum an dMillie like him, so it's going well. I'm glad. He just has the test of the father....not to mention anyone else. I swear, everyone is interested in meeting him XD

Well, I leave you for the night which was going to be early now.

Lovelovelove.

(don't we look like the biggest mugs you've ever seen?)

Day 2 of the week

Day two of the week was one where I looked freakily skinny. I have lost weight. Not bad. But spoken about before.

So today Alice and I went to the stables and rode. I jumped 6th spread (4ft-- Woo!!) and she jumped smaller ^,^ She's a good rider, I just wouldn't let her jump that big.

We then went home and had some lunch in the Basketmaker's Arms with mum and Pod, which was good. Old fashioned steak and chips =)) Then Alice and I went to the Pavilion - where I've not been for a loong time - and afterwards wandered through the Laines a bit before meeting Connor, Charli and Zoe to see New Moon. The movie is crap but the day was awesome. Tee =))

Hello, beautifuls.

It's been a while, has it not?

So here we are, happy as larry and with my face back online. What could be better? (Don't answer that.)

An update of what I want to update.

I have officially jumped 4 feet on Buzz! That's awesome because it is up to my collar bone.

I have had two good weekends in a row.

I had, relatively speaking, a weird week.

I have learnt some stuff and am teaching myself how to relax in a certain aspect.

I really like .. people.

I have great friends.

And...I don't feel guilty!

Well Jack and I broke up .. though that's a long story. Then I had a lovely gig on Saturday night. A week ago now, almost..aah. I might force Connor to meet Millie and co tomorrow, which would be fun XD

Alice, my exchange partner, is here and she's awesome. Srsly, she's similar to me (we both ride horses and prefer Jacob Black to Edward Cullen. Rock on.) ... so this week should be good. I hope that I'll do at least a week of 365 - just to document Alice's visit.

Today, after a "meh" day, I was let out of Spanish half an hour early so got my negatives of Millie from the drying cabinet before meeting Connor and lolling at Emma's PT training..she was aching :P

Connor and I then hung around for an hour talking (at one point talking to some girl called Opal. Omfg she's thick.) before he went to get the train and i went to meet Alice. They were half an hour late which was fail because I don't get on that well with anyone in French. I might try and make better friends with Luke, because he seems alright. Though apparently not for going out with - the things you find out talking to the men... Not that he's attractive. And too chavvy for me. But yano, still.

I took Alice home on the train and let her get the bus home from the station due to her bag and all. I found out that I lost weight from walking to the train station and the amount of exercise that I do - it's good...I tihnk.... Cause one of my favourite shirts is looser than it was when I bought it. Unfortunately the weight has also been lost in my basoomas - sad times.

When we got back, I showed her round the house and let her chill for a bit while I spoke to Con man and Kristina (who is having a phase of gootenness - which is running out, but still)... Then she played some piano (she is vair goot) while I did some photography (pah) and spoke to Kristina. then we got fish and chips and I offered her tea. (Lol. English.)

So that was good times. We then watched Forrest Gump (<3) though ="[

And now Alice has gone to bed (avoiding Pod - I wonder how long she can go without seeing him :P) and I am about to follow in her footsteps, but felt a blogging need so haven't yet.

However, having blogged, I'm off and I love you. byeeeee xxxx