Saturday, 7 March 2009

Day 166


I wish I was someone else.  I wish I wasn't a push-over and easily manipulated.  I wish I had the guts to let someone feel bad and not have to apologise.  I wish I stayed friends with the worth-while people.  I wish people wouldn't try to get one up on me all the time, in every way possible.  I wish I had more people like the people I regard as my best friends.  I wish I wouldn't forgive so easily.  I wish I could stand up for myself once in a while without getting worried.  I wish I wasn't so fucking nice.
  I wish I wish I wish.
I'll never make it happen.

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