Day 51

It was quite confusing earlier as I forgot that day 50 was a monday.

I want my life to start.

I want to go to 6th form.

I want to know how much I mean to Oli

I want to know if my friends care for me.

I want to change myself,

I want to change the people around me.

I want to get closer to the best people,

And know who the worst are.

I want to go to Spain or France and do what I want to most,

I want to ride in the places that so many dream of,

Then I want to come back home and teach.

I want to know what the future holds and if what I want will happen,

I want to know how long Oli and I have left.

I want to know what will happen to me if I go to Lewes,

I want to know if I will make the right choices.

I want, I want, I want.

Why not just be happy with what we've got for a change?

Cause come on, you know you're the same.