Day 365

The most delayed post ever made.

I didn't post (or, I admit, take the photo) on the day because I felt depressed for a couple of days because of college and a lack of people who i was raelly getting on with.

Now, however, things are startingn to come together. Alec and George have started being really really friendly; yesterday they came from their platform to mine at the station to talk to me which was genius. Alec gives good hugs.

Toby is ok and says hi as I pass but nothing more than that so it could be better.

Even though Kristina annoys me I'm glad she's there because she has a few cool friends (esp Chontyyy :P) and is easy to spend time with, even though I do want to kill her sometimes. Isabella is great though - I spend quite a bit of time randomly seeing her and whatnot. She's really nice.

Charli's crew are warming up to me, especially Lucy and Zoe who are loovely.

So lovelies, good luck and a fond farewell, for I doubt I'll blog here much more.

(L)

Day 364

Today was ok. I went to Hamsey after my longest day and it was all jim and dandy and fine. Buzz has settled really well, though is showing signs of box-walking. On the good side, it's not crib biting, and you can simply get around it by tying him up. So lalala.

I then saw Jack and had dinner with him, which was good. I got stupidly tired about 10, so went home, but we spoke on the steps outside for ages so i didn't get to sleep til way too late. It was good, though. He's sweet. =)

Day 363

New hair strikes back.

I moved Buzz to Hamsey =D

He was scared in the box because the door had banged behind him, so I stayed with him and fed him polos and hay from the floor cause we'd decided not to take any because it's only 10 minutes drive.

Ray was driving really slowly down Oxbottom Lane but it felt really fast; it was kinda scary because Buzz was so nervous.

I then went into photography smelling of horse and with hay in my bra, which was fun. Eng lit was cool too; Marky Mark is still lovely. He'll be tiring when in the wrong mood though.

Day 362

AHMUNNAEETCHOO

Like my hair?

Actually had it done yesterday, but still.

I rode Bill back from the field today, he was really good. Then mine and jack's mothers met, which seemed ok. So yay.

I like Belinda I do.

Day 361

Today I went to White Air, rode Buzz, and did a whole lot more besides. Lovely.

Day 360

Oh my god - only five days left!

I think I' mgoing to extend it, though - so that i can include it in my photography work. So when [extention] days appear, that's why.

So, today.

I went to college then saw Jack v briefly, then went to see Dame Edna at the Brighton Centre. The stand up was genius, but there was a part with a choir which was crap.

I then saw Jack again; he stayed over.

PS: Ew @ photo.

Day 359

I spent the morning with Jack and French with Charli, but Charli had maths and I had nothing. I went to the library and couldn't get on Facebook so couldn't do anything. I walked to the train station then into town then to pet's corner then back to college where I saw Kristina and I have never been happier to do so. Never.

I was so lonely. I wanted to cry in Spanish.

I wanna talk to someone.

I saw Sabrine on the train, on the way to the station. She went to Blatch. She's having the same trouble as me, but was saying how someone had told her that it could be hard at first. I see so few people alone; I find it hard to go up to a group outside of class.

There was a really nice girl, Miranda, in Spanish though. She was really nice and walked to the station with me.. lovely. She's popular though, which i find kinda daunting.

I'm going to fuck up my bag and not wear my rucksack, I feel too scared and daunted by other people when I do.