Day Five

Hey all :)

Found a horse that I really like the look of, it's pretty awesome! I'm going to try and go to see it in a week, but I need to figure out costs beforehand.

I slept through most of an anatomy lecture today, which shows great things for my future understanding...

I was also told by the Viking that he has a surprise planned for my birthday. He told what it is to my friend Becca and she seems to think that I'll love it... I am so excited now. I'm not even kidding; I've not been this excited for a birthday in YEARS. Hoping for the best from that boy, in the long run. It's looking promising, I will not lie.

Day Four

It must be said, waking up in a good mood and going to sleep so happy that you're smiling are absolutely lovely feelings.

Today ... I'm not sure how good it'll be because I'm going to be on yard in the evening after a 9 - 5 day of lectures and work and stuff... oh I bet it'll be awesome. Hope I get to see the Viking at the end of it. (:

The hunt for a horse is going well. Well I say that, I mean that I've found some gorgeous looking ones and I bet that they'll be gone by the time I get to call the owners... but that's not the point! It's all good. :)

More later maybe.... we shall see.

Btw, like my towel?

Day threeeee

GOOD DAY!!

1-- me and the viking kinda got closer which is lovely lovely lovely (:

2-- my friend and i had so much fun checking books out of a library that it was insane. seriously, it was amazing, you kinda scan the bar code then push it forwards... it bleeps with approval and everything!

3-- There have been rumors from my dad that buying a horse is on the cards...!! OMG!! Well actually it's meant to be a loan but I don't have a prayer of getting one around here, really. So fingers crossed... I like the look of a wee Dun who's nice looking.. and a TB ex racehorse which could be nice.. OOH HOW EXCITING!!!!

yeah the photo's meant to be my excited face, it just went a bit wrong and i didn't want to retake it because i was on the phone to my dad at the time..!

lovelovelove<3

Day two

Evening all.

I had a really nice day. I'm really, really tired now because I woke up at 12 having "only" slept 9 hours (I think I need to catch up on sleep a bit... having been out til 2 and up at 7 most days), but we (Mike, our adopted flatmate who spends all his time at our flat because his is boring; Dai, one of my flatmates; and Rob, another flatmate - and me but I assume you can work that out yourselves) spent the day at the beach in Aber. I absolutely love it here. It's so relaxed it's amazing, with the most random things going on sometimes (there were people earlier dressed as jedi type things and fighting... like whaaat?).

Tonight will be my first silent/headphone disco. I'm pretty up for it, hoping it'll be a good one, because a silent disco is something I've always wanted to do. weyy.

Day one - take two!

Hello world!

I had genuinely forgotten that I had this blog. I came back on it today and read some really lovely comments that I didn't see before.. and it made me decide to start again with 365 :)

A lot has changed since I last wrote! I'm not living in Aberystwyth and studying Equine Studies. It's only been 3 weeks so far but it must be said that I'm really enjoying it. I have learned a lot already, though have also repeated a lot.. that said, it's practice that makes perfect, so it can hardly do any damage.

What else? I left this blog shortly after Alec.. that was so long ago! Gosh. I don't even know how to fill you all in straight off the top of my head, so I think I'll just tell you as I go. I think that one of the most important things to know is that when I refer to "my viking" or "my pet viking", I mean my friend Henrik, who I only met since being here but have really connected with. He's brilliant - as soon as I have a bad night I text him, and he makes me feel so much better. Last Wednesday some guy was being a proper arsehole and made me feel really bad about myself, so I texted Henrik and he stayed up until 2am talking to me. Bless him. Hope that we stay in touch for, well, always, if I'm completely honest.

Not being at home is a really big change for me.. I find it kinda hard, but also kinda easy and natural. I'm in a flat with 9 other people (I think..) and there's such a mix of people that it's insane. We seem to all get on so well, though (except for one poor guy who gets the piss ripped out of him. I feel sorry for him, but can't help it - he's the kind of person who's every other word is digging at you or undermining your point, which gets very tiring!

I'm not sure how long we'll get on for - having seen one of my friends fall out with her housemates horribly last year - but I hope that it goes well for the year at least.

Oh so much more to say, but equally as much work to do. I don't even have assignments yet, I just have to type up a lot of notes so that I stay on top of them. Unfortunately, I haven't really done this yet... so I better get typing!

Big love (L)

Day eleventymillion

Me and my English class. I'm at the back being strangled by Toby. Such a babe that kid, haha.

Yesterday was my last day of term, and I was just "Looking Back, Over My Shoulder".

I've had too many boyfriends and haven't considered their feelings all the time. Then again, there's been no reason to. Alec broke up with me essentially so that he could be emotionally traumatised; I can see no other reason. But I'm getting ahead of myself. When I left you, I was wearing Alec's gloves and wanted to say "I love you".

Eventually, he almost made me to say "ily", and I don't think that I would've otherwise. I wish I hadn't, because I developed a huge attachment to him; I enjoyed being with him greatly. But I don't know why. At the end of the day, I kinda wish I hadn't been with him. Then I would've known for sure if I shoudl've been with Jonny or not. But that's another story.

I've found people that I'm happy being friends with and have settled into Lewes at last. I'm getting on with people and, even though I've sold Buzz so I don't really know what to do with my summer, I'm sure I'll find something to do.

I'm hopeful for the future. I just want to get on with it now. Though I am /not/ complaining about this summer break coming up; a huge amount of time stretches ahead of me in which I can do what I want and live all I want. I can't wait.

So beauties, good luck, dream big, love who you deem worthy.

I'll catch you on the flip side.

(L)

Radar: Edits

I found a photo of when me and Radar were hugging in the park yesterday. It's a sleazy as photo because he was joking at the time and moving one of his hands a bit far down, but I decided to post some edits here because I'm actually kinda pleased with them. They're not brilliant because of the quality, and the fact that some of them are tiny snippets of the original photo, but still. I'm happy with them, in general.

From sleaze to intimacy in three easy steps.

The original image:

Some edits:

Interpret this last one as you will:

And that's your fill.